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I just heard the song Saving Forever For You by Shanice, one of my favorite songs being played while i was inside the car upon arriving from Manila today. Upon hearing such, i remembered the story of one of my service crew in Jonie’s who shared to me her story. Jasmin (not her real name) fell in love with David (not his real name). Her problem was, she’s getting married with the man whom her mom wanted.She got married but before her wedding day, she spent one night with the man she truly loves. According to her that was the happiest memory she had with David. They were both exalted and while they were seizing  the time together, this was the song that they both sang and since then i love to sing this song even if i’m out of tune.

SAVING FOREVER FOR YOU

By SHANICE

I’ve never been so sure about anything before
But this loving feeling
Gonna be a feeling I feel forever more
Looking in your eyes
Tomorrow’s all I see
As long as there’s forever baby
I will always be…

Saving forever for you…ooh…baby
You are the only one
I’ll ever give forever to
Love for a lifetime
Won’t do…ooh…baby
Wanna always stay together
So I’ll be saving forever
For you

You’ll be my world as long as
There’s a world turning around
And you’ll be my heaven, baby
Till the heavens all come falling down
Look inside my heart
Love is all you’ll see
I’ll loving you forever baby
Leave it just to me

Saving forever for you…ooh…baby
You are the only one
I’ll ever give forever to
Love for a lifetime
Won’t do…ooh…baby
Wanna always stay together
So I’ll be saving forever
For you

Forever I’ll be loving you
I’ll be there as long as time passes by
All through it all
I’ll be standing by you
Looking in your eyes
Tomorrow’s all I see
Long as there’s forever, baby
I will always be…
Needing you here with me

Saving forever for you…ooh…baby
You are the only one
I’ll ever give forever to
Love for a lifetime
Won’t do…ooh…baby
Wanna always stay together
So I’ll be saving forever
For you

XOXOXOXOXO????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????XOXOXOXOXO

by: Laura Pausini

I don't even know if he still thinks of me

Once he got onboard that unforgiving train

I imagine that he whiled away the time

Through the cold gray morning and the city rain

Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him

Who'll ask him did you miss me, maybe now and then

Laughing he'll say well he met this funny girl

But just a summer thing he won't see her again

Oh God I hope I'm wrong

But I'm not feeling very strong

I've been so up and down so sad

So happy, feeling good and bad

I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry

I tell the truth but that’s a lie

I've been so in and out so wild

So well behaved so pure defiled oh solitudine

That word I hate to say

And no I was not crazy to do what we did

I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still

And kept a little more of him to see me through

He loved me all he could I never had my fill

And then I'm back inside my room he knows so well

I feel again the way he moved I take it slow

I talk to him and he becomes a part of me

And then I know he'll never let the summer go

Oh God I hope I'm right

I won't give in without a fight

And I can take the words they throw

At me for none of could know

That we had something few

Will ever find their whole life through

I wouldn't change a single day

Although the price I have to pay is solitudine

The loneliness is tearing me apart

It tears me up it pull me down and then

It wraps around my heart oh solitudine

Does he remember all he said to me

I've been so up and down

So sad so happy

Feeling good I'm bad

I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry

I tell the truth but that's a lie

I've been so in and out so wild

So well behaved so pure defiled oh solitudine

Does he remember all he said to me

And I can take the words they throw

At me for none of could know

That we had something few

Will ever find their whole life through

I wouldn't change single day

Although the price I have to pay is solitudine

My Message for YOU who are always there for me in times like this…

THE TWO MAGIC WORDS :THANK YOU  & I’M SORRY

I’M SORRY….

 

-         For all the MESS I’ve caused

-         For complicating your life

-         For being so “difficult”

-         For making you cry

-         For making you feel worried

-         For hurting your feelings

-         For the mistakes I’ve done

-         For not meeting your expectations

-         For being UNFAIR

-         For being tactless

-         For being so weak

-         For being ungrateful

-         For being so PROUD

-         For being insensitive

-         For “underestimating you”

-         For not realizing how much you have loved me

-         For making you feel that way

Thank You …

- an expression of gratefulness

-  For the unconditional love

-  For doing things right

-  For not giving up

-  For fighting for Love

-  For the care

-  For the time spent

-  For sticking around

- For holding on

-  For praying for me

-  For always being there for me

-  For the concern

-  For understanding me

-  For being hopeful

-  For always thinking of me

-  For the laughters and tears we’ve shared together

-  For the little things that made me so happy

-  For the support

-  For believing in me

-  For recognizing my efforts

-  For the question and answers

-  For listening to me

-  For not rejecting me

-  For making me feel that you’re always THERE for me

There are things you can’t see but you choose to believe.

REASONS you have but you can’t explain.

MISTAKES you can’t bring yourself to regret and  a LOVE so QUESTIONABLE but you still choose to FIGHT FOR.

FRIENDSHIP AND PAIN

During these arduous days of my life, I have drawn some realizations about friendship and pain.

Mr. Webster defined friendship as a relationship of mutual regard; a feeling of liking and esteem. These are the beautiful words that describe FRIENDSHIP..,but what if one day you just realized that this REGARD and ESTEEM towards you will be gone? Well, of course, we will be hurt and sometimes we would feel desperate. I’ve come to realize two types of FRIENDS:

REAL FRIEND                                          UNREAL FRIEND

-is loyal & honest                                   - is the one who BETRAYS

                                                               you (talking & pretending

                                                               to be nice in front of you

                                                               but stabs you on your back)

- is not judgemental,listens                      -  is close-minnded; will put

  to your explanations and reasons             you in a "box" and judge 

                                                                 you based on your wrong-

                                                                 doings

- never blames you when things go      -  points his/her finger      

  wrong                                                  towards you when prob-

                                                              lems arise

- reckons your efforts, your struggles,     - always counts the mistakes

  and all the good things that you did           that you did and leaving

  to strengthen the bond of your friend-       you behind without

  ship                                                           helping

- will help you in solving your problems but     -pretending to be a   

   will not "meddle" on personal matters            "mediator" between

                                                                        fighting parties which

                                                                     would cause a big trouble

- loves you unconditionally and fully as a  - is a "USER" and will just dump

  person                                                     you if he/she could not get

                                                             something from you anymore

It’s just so very difficult to admit  that these UNREAL FRIENDS  have already caused PAIN and MISERY in our lives.On the other hand, REAL FRIENDS are God’s blessings to us that sometimes we forgot to thank for.

I just remembered how lucky I am to have these real friends who are always

there for me.Thanks to my college barkadas (Mayoy, Gra, Ika,Robee and Hazel) and to my two close friends in SHS-J (Rona and Faye). They were the ones who are always listening to me and cheering me up in this "GLOOMY DAYS" of my LIFE.